Day one of The Shape of Kindness is officially in the books, and it was the kind of start every indie DP hopes for: steady pace, clear communication, solid teamwork… with one small test from the filmmaking gods.
Mid-take, the camera glitched. Froze. Lagged. Did the exact thing you pray won’t happen on a tightly scheduled first day. And for a moment, I felt that old solo-filmmaker panic spike. The one where you assume every problem is yours to shoulder alone.
But here’s the difference now:
I wasn’t alone.
Our team stayed calm.
We troubleshot together.
We fixed it and kept moving.
A few years ago, that moment would’ve derailed me. I was used to being the one-woman department, doing everything myself and absorbing every hit. Letting go of that mindset has been one of the hardest parts of this transition. But yesterday proved something I needed to feel in real time:
Shared vision means shared pressure, not just shared creativity.
The day ran smoothly because everyone understood their lane, trusted each other, and stayed flexible. I didn’t have to micromanage. I didn’t have to hold all the weight. I just had to show up, communicate, and let the team do what the team was built to do.
And honestly? That’s growth I’m proud of.
If Part 4 was about surviving the night before, Part 5 is about experiencing the difference a true team makes once the camera finally rolls.
Question for the lounge:
What’s one thing you learned about yourself after your first day on a new production?
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Ashley Renee Smith one of the standouts for me was ‘The Eternaut’ on Netflix, from Argentina. It’s a six episode short form series, based on Héctor Germán Oesterheld graphic novel.
I love it because it...
Expand commentAshley Renee Smith one of the standouts for me was ‘The Eternaut’ on Netflix, from Argentina. It’s a six episode short form series, based on Héctor Germán Oesterheld graphic novel.
I love it because it sustains the mystery and the tension of the story. The acting is awesome as well as the production design. I have loved these dystopian, apocalyptic stories probably since I watched films like ‘The Day of the Triffids’ and the Quatermass films, when I was a kid.
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I remember "The Day of the Trigffids." This dystopian film still haunts me, especially when overgrown trees and bushes creep toward my house. Ah, the power of the movie.
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Edward Yang's Yi Yi & Taipei Story. It's hard to find something original, new- refreshing nowadays, so in my attempt to turn back the time, i got hold of these two gems and they have influenced and in...
Expand commentEdward Yang's Yi Yi & Taipei Story. It's hard to find something original, new- refreshing nowadays, so in my attempt to turn back the time, i got hold of these two gems and they have influenced and inspired me ever since.
When it comes to writing & the psychological exploration of deeply flawed characters, you'll catch me betting my 2 kidneys on Takopi's Original Sin. Masterful in every aspect, but a short disclaimer- it's not an easy watch.
Go blind, but come with enough space & a free evening to fully grasp the inner turmoil and conflict you've just felt & probably continue to feel for at least a little while. It's a ride but one worth taking!
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I love everything that Octavia Butler has written. However, Kindred and Parable of the Sower stand out as the most significant influences on The Way Makers, my YA historical fiction series. Before she...
Expand commentI love everything that Octavia Butler has written. However, Kindred and Parable of the Sower stand out as the most significant influences on The Way Makers, my YA historical fiction series. Before she left here, I wrote and asked her if I could write a film script for Kindred. She wrote back and said it was already contracted out. I still have that response tucked away in my files somewhere.
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Ashley Renee Smith, for me it will be what is known as "Vertical media"!
I recently completed a Trailer for my film ,with the "aspect ratio" for demonstration!...
Expand commentAshley Renee Smith, for me it will be what is known as "Vertical media"!
I recently completed a Trailer for my film ,with the "aspect ratio" for demonstration!