NOT sure if this was where was best to put this information...but I thought, WHY NOT?
NOTE: BIT OF ME ON MY SOAP BOX as well... so if long stories or movies are not for you...you might want to pass. LOL (I am not on often so when I am, I feel I have to say it all... since I won't be back anytime soon right now)....
SO the film SUCCESS (SAI), is still in full swing. EACH DAY I think about what about this? and what about that? as my day goes from morning to evening. Movies I pick up from the $Tree (its my budget right now! LOL yes really)... that I scour over again and again, trying to see what was most intriguing for me and WHY? and how did this particular film stand out above all others, with ALL ITS MOVEMENT, each camera angle, word spoken, slight facial impression, cuts to different scenes when, where and how...
FILM-making creates SUCH A MOMENTUM, revealing a grand vision of WHAT we want the "witness" to take in, to feel, to know, to TAKE with them or not - to enhance, a better day or tomorrow, week, decades (right?!!) whether its learning some grand philosophical understanding to trigger a needed thought for self-adjustment, or simply, needed laughter to JUST GET SOME RELIEF from worry or fear one might be dealing with.
THIS IS what I am partly doing right now along with making ends more profitable every day to live some life of comfort, and always dreaming of the DAY that a grand family reunion might happen in my FAMILY TRIBE which for ME, IS ONE MAJOR REASON, I am doing what I mentioned above... trying to write the BEST Rough draft screenplay possible (like all of you who are)... and at times, in the zone, comes easily & FUN!! Other times, I'm LIKE WHAT? HOW AM I GOING TO DO THIS?!!
WHAT A PROCESS!! > thank you to Moderator Ashley who graciously prepared me as a new Stage32 member? LOL ...after telling her of my film getting underway since procuring a screenwriter/producers/director etc.,
SHE mentioned (not exact words) how it is so much bigger when its in the forming stages, and HOW overwhelming it can be. SO TRUE!! THIS was surely an understatement for my mind to grasp at that time! LOL. THE complexities alone, are truly mind-blowing... AND i am still in the very beginning stages of it !! LOL
HOWEVER....
I have ALWAYS SEEN< KNOWN< from a young age, the understanding of how we ALL come to this place called Earth for a deep exciting, 'scary at times' experience that often IS wiped from our slates once born SO WE can get the full experience (crazy right?!! I know!)... JUST TO REMEMBER once again, how powerful we truly are, and that we have all done this circus before...just adding a little more or doing a "brush up" to our soul resume (Hmm.. I may write a book with that title! OUR SOUL RESUME)...
SO my conclusion, of what I am saying from all that extra verbiage IS, "we do not always need to fret over how OUR FILM IS ALL GOING TO COME TOGETHER... there is SO MUCH HELP form the OTHER SIDE of the VEIL... that is also placing the right people, places, conversations, meetings, contracts, etc. FOR ALL OF IT.
The only true thing is for us to truly DO, is just being aware of the synchronicities (Spirit's way of coordinating from the Other Side, lining things up) that come our way, read what "signs" we can that is pointing us in that direction (again from Spirit) and listen intently to our quiet voice inside or that LOUD bang that just gave to wake us up!! ALSO your dreams at night... THEY WILL GIVE YOU INFO THERE TOO... All my life, that has happened!
AND getting to the final message here to give why I am writing this message is.. . MY father is NOW GETTING READY TO TRANSIT OUT OF HIS BODY,
AS WE SPEAK.
With this said, I just want to offer here my HUMBLE AND DEEPLY FELT RESPECT for a man, whom ALL WILL SEE IN THE FILM ~ THAT IF it was not for HIS SOUL...
I KNOW without a doubt, THIS LIFETIME, would be MUCH DIFFERENT.
MY Father, His SOUL, chose to be the bad guy in parts of THIS LIFETIME, within our family unit, AS WELL PLAYED the GOOD GUY to fulfill what was needed for OUR FAMILY CONSCIOUSNESS to bring about what we hoped for each of US, and for the COLLECTIVE CONSCIOUSNESS as well. As all family "soul tribe" members do within family units...
AND for THIS alone I THANK HIM. Not many souls could have played this role in this particular MOVIE called LIFE in this TIME PERIOD. Watching his young daughter live in places of STONE (decades), where compassion and wisdom escape many in these places causing great lack of rest, comfort and true medicine ~ LOVE.
~ though these lifetimes we live are temporary,
(SEE... SUCCESS AFTER INSANITY (SAI) Film - PART 2)
