The reason why I started writing is that as a comic book artist, I wanted to work with a writer to make comics. Still, all of them turned out to be real jerks, so I figured, why not just write my own stories, if you know the story of Stan Lee who made Spiderman you'll understand; so I was trying to get a better idea of how to write, you'll be surprised by how both script writing parallel between comics and movie/tv scripts with just some differences, one reason why I never got into writing was due to having bad English teachers in high school. I read some books, watched some how-to videos, and found websites that helped but trying to find someone to show me some pointers and what I was doing wrong was very hard but I did find a few who were willing to help. After a point, I start to lack faith in my ability, whether with my art or my writing and in some odd way, I may sabotage my efforts. it may be since I grew up with a learning disability, but I think I can make things work.
The thing with me is I try not to get too nuts with my stuff and stick to a more conservative view of my things which may affect my writing (how far is too far?), I have found some people do story review work, but you are just not sure if they are just doing it for the money, it's not easy to find someone willing to help me with my stuff being all charged for their services, so by some odd chance I found a guy here and gave him a try. he was a big help even if it did cost money, nothing is free here. I did make some of my stories into scripts that anyone here can read, but I'm surprised that no one left any real comments on them, which makes me think that maybe I'm not in the right place or imposter syndrome creeps in. If, by some odd chance, I win a contest, will I be asked to change things that make me uncomfortable? and I worry about that! I had hoped that I could find a job here that pays so I could get my stuff to an excitative of a streaming or movie studio but like most of my ideas and hopes; they never happen.
I plan to work on my short stories, fix the areas that were pointed out, and put them all in a collection book. I plan to put them on Amazon, make a printed book of them, and sell them at cons that I go to, but if it doesn't sell or if I don't get my stuff to an excitative, it may be due to my lack of really understanding the art that is script writing and may just stick to using public domain stories and make them into scripts for comic books and just sell them.
ending my rant here and will wait for comments!